my brother is an --- warning DRAMA

its so not fair first of all to explain whats going on my brother has a kid that was taken way by cps right after she was born because crystal meth being in her system well my brother was in the army at the time he came as soon as he could they wouldnt let him take her because they said he had anger management issues so he has kept it a secret all this time from his girlfriend that he has been with for 4 years well about 3 wks ago his girlfriend text me from another one of my friends cell phone acting like her saying didnt you tell me that your brother had a kid and of course i said yes i mean it was just my friend and i had told her about it a long time ago than started asking a bunch of questions well about 10 min later my brothers calling bitching me out asking me why i told her and i just figured that my friend had told mac wrong the next day i text mac asking whats going on and she said what do you mean turns out she was a little tispy and had mac hold on to her phone ok well thats done with well my bro hasnt talked to me much at all hes royally pissed at me well ofcourse me and mac quit talkin shes pissed that i never told her and shes supposed to be my best friend well im sorry but my brother comes before her well today my brother calls yelling at me again saying that he told me to stop talking to her about his kid when i havnt even talked to her at all so i guess shes getting her info from someone else and saying its from me and now hes really pissed off at me and dont believe me so all in all hes choosing his girlfriend over his family ok im done venting sorry about the high school drama

here it goes

hmmmm im gonna try something really quick while clicking my heels together here it goes. "Theres no place like home, theres no place like home" im waiting lalaala danget it didnt work that Dorthy is a liar im suing lol sorry im just missing home really bad right now i miss all my buddies and family its hitting hard really bad right now because sometime this week my husband might be going back to work outta state in tampa bay and im not ready to be all alone with nobody i want to be able to call one of my friends to come over and give me a hand once in a while i just wish he would have a 9 to 5 job and me see my husband every night another thing that is really killing me this is the first time that none of my friends or family have got to see my baby and shes almost a month old it just really sucks and the only reason we moved is because jeremy hated alvin and the bad thing is hes not even going to be home to have to endure it so y cant i just live somewhere i love where when he leaves i wont have to be alone ill have my friends and family ok im done venting sorry about that

one word

One Word
1. Where is your cell phone? off
2. Where is your significant other? bathroom
3. Your hair color? brown
4. Your mother? annoying
5. Your father? jerk
6. Your favorite thing?mall
7. Your dream last night? crazy
8. Your goal? Alvin
9. The room you are in? bedroom
10. Your hobby? scrapbooking
11. Your fear? spiders
12. Where do you want to be in six years? alvin
13. Where were you last night? walmart
14. What you are not? entertained
15. One of your wish list items? friends
16. Where you grew up? Alvin
17. The last thing you did? eat
18. What you are wearing? skirt
19. Your TV? on
20. Your pet? none
21. Your computer? emachines
22. Your mood? bored
23. Missing someone? deedee
24. Your car? filthy
28. Love someone? jeremy
29. Your favorite color? PINK
30. When was the last time you laughed? today
31. Last time you cried? yesterday

just wanted to add some photos from grandpas birthday party as you can see maddie got pretty spoiled that night hope everybody likes them

our anniversery

For our anniversery we just ended up going to dinner and a movie. We ate at gills mexican and american food and watched bride wars which i had to drag my husband to. Half way through the movie i accidentle spilled an ice cold large mr pibb into his lap (i could not stop laughing). Madalyn also got her first formula bottle that night which she held down better than my breastmilk, she usually spits up three or four times after my breastmilk and did not spit up once after the formula bottle and since than we have givin her two formula bottles and still nothing i guess she just likes it better. Jeremy is so excited because he got his company computer in yesterday morning you should of seen how fast he flew out of bed and got to the door when he heard that knock well i gotta go take my annoying mother to work lol

An update on the family

I wasnt aware that the family did this till amanda said something about it so lets see as yall know we welcomed Madalyn Renee James to the family on December 29th 2008 she weighed 7 lbs 13 oz and was 19 1/2 inches long and healthy she did end up getting johndas pretty bad she left the hospital at 10 and than 2 days later was at 15 and than the next day went up to 17 and than the next day was at 18 so Dr stevens(the best pedi ever) sent a builliribon blanket home with me and the next day was down to 14 and after that he didnt check her anymore cause he says shes looks great she is so beautiful most of the family got to see her at grandpas birthday party and sure enough i think i held her once for about 5 min and thats when we were leaving lol well shes now up to 8 lbs shes a little oinker shes breastfed right now but im about to switch to formula because i just cant seem to feel her up anymore. Aarons language skills is starting to improve a little bit but i give all that credit to being around kreek and kaegan thats when there language started to improve i think ill just send the boys to her house for a week lol ( dont worry marty im joking i wouldnt punish you like that). Adrien is a little stinker hes always getting into something unfortunately he loves to pick up his baby sister luckly we always catch him in the act. ok now on to jeremy he got a call from jj hill today hes probably going to be going out really soon maybe as soon as monday hes going to be sent to either tamba bay or big springs. Im really not ready for him to leave than im gonna be so bored and have to figure out how to juggle three kids by myself ahhhhhhhhhhh. Now its my turn mon i got put on seasonike birth control but after i got it i was told by the pharmasist not to breastfeed on it so now i have to figure out what im going to do grrrrrr well i gotta go feed maddie shes getting ticked off